| Life is hard. I'm going to London for a semester. Let's see if things start to look up. |
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| I'm so angry at myself for continually offending one of my best friends. And I'm sure that he's not the only one getting upset - he's just the one who is close enough with me to actually tell me that I'm messing up. What's wrong with me? Why am I just acting like a feminazi? I can't just look at one side - I have to consider everything, or this whole protest thing won't ever work. He's so, so right. Of course good fathers exist with exceptional father-child bonds. How stupid can I be?
I'm only blinded by my anger at one individual male, which shouldn't lead me to make obviously-incorrect and nearsighted assumptions about all men. It's just not an excuse - or only an excuse, however you want to look at it.
Ugh. Mono, get out of my head. Anger, get out of my heart. |
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| ...I have mono!!!! That is so, so great. Just as I start to recover emotionally from the sorrow he inflicted upon me, I get to suffer from the physical ailment he unknowingly transferred to me as well! Who knew that you could still get mono from someone, even 2 years after they already had it? Lord, please help me. I feel like my entire self is falling apart. |
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|  | Currently Listening
Drive
By Incubus
the acoustic version is, of course, the best
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Life pretty much sucks. Here I go to throw myself into my studies and continue to cry myself to sleep every night. Dang, man. Coming soon: throwing up! Probably will try this tomorrow, as stomach has been hurting for almost a week now. |
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